life changes so quickly, one moment things seem good, the next things can be in tatters,
while i still seem to have everything i need for survival a big part of me has recently died,
i see this as a scary thing, waiting for the tests to find out if i have EDS,
decides whether i have kiddies etc,
which kinda scares me and makes me sad, anyways its the thing killing me on the inside, i have a MAJOR maternal instinct and im very motherly so that kinda fucks things up....
anyways to a brighter subject im looking forward to seeing mummy in a week :) its gonna be great and im suprising her at the airport :D its gonna be so good
she will be soooo suprised
toodaloo
ttys xx
