the list... of regrets to date

1. i hadnt wasted so much of my life fighting with mum
2. that id saved more of my childhood savings...
3. that i hadnt dated so many guys
4. that the inexcusable events of the 30th of october 2008 never happened
5. that i told jed i loved him so soon
6. that i broke up with jed in such a bad way
7. that i hadnt spent all of 2010 moping about the end of my relationship wiht jed
8. not making the most of life
9. wasting too much time thinking about jed.... yeh i know reoccuring theme... its something im trying to deal with!
10. that id been more honest and trustworthy