ok so ive missed a couple of days but ive been a busy little bee..... i have a seriously screwed up version of identity at the moment. i realllly just wish i could decide who i want to be!!!!!! part of me wants to be the middle class conservative like the rest of dads family, part of me wants to be the hippy crazy kinda chick like my mums family :/ arghhhhh anyway im completely shattered......  night world...........................